on my current thoughts.

There is this funny thing about being single. It's like this: You have to meet people. You have to flirt, you have to try to look nice. I just don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to make myself seem more appealing than I actually am. I'm tired of all the shaving the legs and the primping in the mirror and the witty back and forth of flirtation. I'm just... I feel tired.

I don't know. I guess that doesn't make much sense. I'm just sort of.. tired. It's like when you are thinking about buying a brand new pair of tap shoes. But then there's the thought - oh, but my old ones are already broken in. But these new ones will make better sounds and not fall apart on you! But the old ones are are just what I'm used to... blah blah blah.

I short, I think I'm going to go into hiding for the next few weeks, because I don't feel like making the effort to impress anyone.

But the summer is going well! I'm watching LOST for the first time, and I'm so addicted to it. I like my new living arrangements SO MUCH and I love most of my friends. I'm starting to realize the people who are really my friends and not just friends when it's convenient for them. I'm starting to really get excited for my life after college. I'm going to be extra prepared for GTC this year, and I can't wait to move out of Columbus and go elsewhere! Ah!

In short, life is good. I'm just too lazy to persue a relationship. Besides, let's be real. I really just want something old back. I guess we'll see. Life has a funny way of working itself out the way it's supposed to.