on normalcy.

I once said, "normalcy eludes me."

I'm pretty sure that's true. It's funny because I feel like I have all the potential to be a happy, normal person. But alas, I feel like such an objective observer to my life sometimes that I just make these bizarre choices that don't really make much sense.

It's like, "oh, well this should be interesting."

That's the fascinating thing about the emotional disconnect I've been feeling lately.

In other words... MY LIFE. IS. BIZARRE.
Explanation to come, I'm sure.